Lovesick and Hesitant. What would you do in my dire situation?!?

SEE THIS IS WHAT IS WRONG WITH RELATIONSHIPS THESE DAYS... WOMEN COMPLAIN ALL DAY LONG THAT THEY CANT FIND A MAN WHO TREATS THEM GOOD, RESPECTECS THEM, DOESNT LIE TO THEM, CHEAT, ABUSE.. AND YOU FIND ONE.. AND YOU FK IT UP BY CHEATING ON HIM.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BLAME HIM?! I DONT.. HE NEEDS TO MOVE ON AND BE WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL APPRECIATE HIS KINDNESS AND LOYALTY AND TREAT HIM THE SAME...